I'm trapped.......
Not like a bird in a cage
but like a man in an abyss of nothingness
a desert with an infinite horizon

ether is my cage
this suffocating void is crushing
my sprit,
my humanity,
my ability to reason

I can run but there is
nowhere to run to
I want to run,
I want to escape.

Freedom is my captor.

The imbalance of this freedom
to leave and having nothing to stay for is hopeless.
I hate this place that I’m drawn to
but don't want to be
in,
at,
there,
here,
anywhere…

the deserts deafening silence
is screaming direction


I’m trapped......


Billy Kavellaris